Tuesday, November 25, 2008

The back of my front door


I'm busy cleaning and planning for Thanksgiving today, and no doubt you are busy too, so this might not be a day for long and involved post.  How about a moment of whimsy instead?  

Readers, meet our front door.  Our front door isn't a farm door.  It doesn't have a window, nor does it face a lovely view of fields and mountains.  It faces a hallway with fluorescent lights and a worn and cracked mosaic tile floor.  But it does hold magnets.  So it has become what our refrigerator isn't, the most casual spot in the apartment, a sort family bulletin board.

I really don't pay much attention to what's up there.  I think it had the same items for years, until I cleaned everything off of it sometime this year.  But it wasn't long before things began to accumulate again--invitations, photos, quotes, and other tiny mementos from every day life.  I haven't rearranged them or added things, or deleted them to somehow create a more interesting post; they're almost completely random.

So, what are they?  Hmm, let's see:  A $5 coupon for Duane Reade (a local pharmacy); a postcard from a friend of C.Z.'s who visited New Mexico; a quote I liked from Willa's blog about the value of manual labor; a postcard I picked up in Oregon that shows a bunch of people sitting in cubicles and says, "If you liked school...you'll LOVE work!" Below that is an oil crayon drawing of two fall leaves.  C.Z. and I have a longstanding tradition of drawing a few of our favorite leaves every fall, but I don't know which fall she drew these! Maybe last year? Then there's the "No farms, no food" bumper sticker that I picked up at the farmers' market and put on my door, because I don't have a car. There are some old magnet mosaic and Mr. Picasso-head people that a seven-year-old friend regularly rearranges (latest revision yesterday). Above this is a preview invitation to a Metropolitan Museum exhibit, a freebie magnetic poetry sheet (never used) from Bob's New York City Marathon goody bag, and various photos of relatives.  C.Z. especially likes the photo that includes her grandfather doing a Taekwondo high kick.  The red object in front of the green door in the top photo, by the way, is a tomato.  And the white box in the middle is our peep hole to the hallway world beyond. 

The magnets include one from Heceta Head Lighthouse in Oregon, Dutch painting magnets that Bob brought back from a business trip to Amsterdam, some tiny high-powered steel magnets, and a whole set of Curious George magnets that my sister got as a retail freebie many years ago and that have been holding up our memorabilia since before C.Z. was born.  

I'm not sure what our door says about us.  Maybe that we like nature, our relatives, and art?  That we like to think about different parts of the country?  That we think a bit outside the mainstream? That it represents the collective unconscious of our family? (Hmmm, that's probably going a bit far.)  At any rate, it's what everyone who comes to visit us sees as they leave our apartment, by which time they hopefully like us well enough to forgive us if our door is messy--which it is!

I hope you enjoyed your visit.  Happy Thanksgiving, and come back soon!  Would you like some pie?  I'm sure we'll have leftovers...

Friday, November 21, 2008

Gladys Taber and the color of words

I was reading Stillmeadow Daybook in a doctor's office this week and ran across a passage which made me smile:

"...a fine word...friable.  It sounds the way the garden feels, and it is, curiously enough, a dark cinnamon-colored word.

Almost all words do have color and nothing is more pleasant than to utter a pink word and see someone's eyes light up and know it is a pink word for him or her too.  You can also get into rather warm arguments over a definitely dark green word that some insists is beige. Also it is not a good idea to go around explaining about the color of words in strange company. Some people give you such a sad critical look, and their heads shake slightly."

It was the last sentence that made me smile, and almost laugh aloud. I try hard not laugh out loud to myself in public, for the same reason I usually don't go around telling people that I know exactly what she's talking about, down to the shade of dark cinnamon. 

She goes on:

'I can imagine that if I ever got into the witness box, my kind of testimony might drive judge and jury mad. The prosecuting attorney would ask in the silky voice prosecuting attorneys are supposed to use, 'and how, might I ask, are you so sure he said the word "murder"?'
'Because I noticed right away it was a slush-brown word edged with magenta," I would say. I would sit there in a quiet grey dress (it is always best to be in a quiet grey dress, or black with a neat white collar, freshly laundered and starched slightly.) I would look easily at the attorney through the better part of my bifocals and say gently, "you see my ears might misunderstand but as long as I also SAW the color of the word--'

A few years ago I discovered that this mental habit actually has a name, synesthesia, and possibly a basis in neurology. I don't know that it means that much.  It's just a colorful way to visualize words; it helps you remember them, and it's the sort of thing that makes some people nod in recognition and others give you a funny look.  And Gladys Taber smiles in recognition. Do you?  

A short post about ice spikes


Have you ever seen one of these in your freezer?  (Or maybe I should ask first, do you use plastic ice trays?)  We see them sometimes in ours, and used to see them quite often in the freezer of our old apartment. We were always curious about them, but didn't know what they were until one day we stumbled across this web page which explains them. They're called ice spikes, and apparently, some people have gone to quite a lot of trouble to produce them!  

We don't used distilled water to get them, like the website suggests. Apparently plain old New York City tap water does the job quite well all by itself.  When C.Z. was younger (and perhaps still, but I haven't asked) she used to think it was a special treat to get a ice-spiked cube in her glass. 

I'm feeling full of short posts today.  Not sure how many will get done, but maybe there will be a couple more.  I seriously doubt they will be anything important, but I'll enjoy posting them anyway!  

Enjoy your Friday!

A bit of Buckley humor...

Aren't Google searches great?  Prompted by Susan L.'s post last night about winter and books, including one by Aloise Buckley Heath (sister of William F. Buckley), I at last found an article by Mrs. Heath that I've been looking for for at least ten years. (At which time there was no Google.) It's called "Before you say no..." and though fading memory caused me not to describe the boy's character quite accurately in my comment to Susan, I still like the article very much.

The following snippet is from a correspondence between Ms. Heath and an enterprising 13-year-old neighbor boy, who wants her to write a school recommendation letter for him. In the letter, he (apparently characteristically) also offers to buy a certain Indian Head penny from her. The part that I remembered fondly all these years is part of her reply, which goes like this:

I haven't got a 1905 Indian Head, which saddens me very much, but what saddens me more is the fact that even after three years' acquaintanceship you don't know me well enough to realize that I also know that this particular penny is worth $6! You and your 4cents profit--hah! I've told you and told you about my high IQ. Don't you believe me? However, just to show you I bear no grudge, I will give you my duplicate of the 1911 no mint mark--for free yet! 

Respectably yours, MRS. H. 

If you like this sort of banter, read on at the link, or if that doesn't work (sometimes it wants you to sign up with your library card), Google it.  Happy reading!

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Thanksgiving traditions


Getting ready for Thanksgiving

Our homeschooling co-op will be discussing Thanksgiving traditions tomorrow, so I wrote this little account to share.  Susan, you asked recently how co-op was going, and it’s really going fine.  I’ve not been nearly as involved this year as last, so it’s just been a nice way to get out of ourselves a bit each week.  


Anyway, here’s our Thanksgiving story:


Where Thanksgiving celebrations are concerned, our family fits somewhere in the middle.  On the one hand, we usually eat our meal as a small family of three, so there’s inherently not as much organizing required as there is fixing an elaborate meal for thirty.  With three people, there’s not a lot of pomp, either.  But we do have our traditions, and the balance that we’ve struck makes Thanksgiving my favorite holiday.  


I might as well just go ahead and say that my husband and daughter are Alden descendants, because it’s pretty central to our feeling for the holiday.  I know that some Southerners put way too much emphasis on genealogy, as though having the right ancestors (whichever group you consider “right”) somehow almost makes you a better person.  But that’s not the case with our family.  We just find it a fun personal connection to history.  


Before we moved to New York, my mother-in-law would invite all her siblings and their children to meet at her home for Thanksgiving, a group that could swell to more than thirty!  She has quite a sense of fun and tradition and loves being a hostess, so we always enjoyed these gatherings.  There was always an acknowledgment of genuine Christian piety, and sometimes we went so far as to read family letters or have someone recite a poem.  And on thirty-five acres in Georgia, after eating a traditional turkey dinner, it’s warm enough so that you can take your ten or more teen and twenty-something cousins and form a pretty formidable football team.  And before I met Bob, he used to run the Atlanta Marathon on Thanksgiving Day.  I only mention this because for years afterwards he had a Pavlovian reaction and insisted on eating roast poultry after every marathon, no matter what the date.  He takes naturally to traditions.   


Over the years of C.Z.’s childhood in New York, even without the huge gatherings, we’ve made efforts to form our own traditions, and had fun doing so.  We attended the Macy’s balloon blow-up several times (this is fun even if you're not a big licensed character fan), and one year Bob and C.Z. even tried out the parade itself.  Historically speaking, we started out, when C.Z. was young, reading Sarah Morton’s Day and Tapenum’s Day, which are accurate picture books about children at Plimoth Plantation.  As C.Z. got older, we delved into other historical fiction that touched on the Plymouth settlement.   And more recently we've read the account of the original Thanksgiving in Mourt’s Relation, and selections from William Bradford’s Of Plymouth Plantation.  


At one point, my mother-in-law had made a cute pilgrim costume for one of Bob’s cousins, and somehow C.Z. ended up with it.  We knew it was more like the stereotyped costumes you see in ads than what a young pilgrim girl would have actually worn, but that didn’t matter.  C.Z. wore it for years’ worth of dress up, and even traipsed around the Upper East Side with it one day when she went to a family history presentation for a homeschool group. (Family history day in New York City is absolutely fascinating, by the way.)  


Years later, we even went to Plimoth Plantation itself--though in April, not November.  I absolutely recommend it, and that you study up first, because what you get out of it depends on what you say to the people who work there.  Bob enjoyed looking for that naughty Billington boy so he could cross-examine him about almost blowing up the Mayflower. He finally found him in a tree, and not surprisingly, the young man was evasive. He was also bemused to find that great-grandma Priscilla Mullins had his red hair!


Our Thanksgiving menu has varied over the years.  One year we found a genealogy magazine with all kinds of recipes for the original foods that would have been eaten by the Plymouth settlers, and tried out some hasty pudding.  We didn’t like it so much that we ever made it again, though.  Mostly we just like good food from whatever era!  Since we’re such a small family, we’ve roasted turkey breasts instead of whole turkeys, or eaten whole chickens instead, but lately we’ve been able to order local, free-range turkeys that are small enough to eat up within a reasonable time.  I usually fix a batch of my mom’s cornbread recipe in an iron skillet, and make her dressing from another batch.  I usually make my own stock ahead of time.  We have our preferred dishes, like corn pudding, a leafy green vegetable, potatoes or sweet potatoes, and a pie with real-and-not-too-sweet whipped cream.  Lately I’ve been working my CSA produce into the meal, which makes everything very seasonally appropriate.  And Bob and I like to share a bottle of pinot noir.  


But please don’t think we’re food snobs!  The one constant, through all our years and years of Thanksgivings, has been at least one can of very fake, very smooth, very sweet jellied cranberry.  No whole berries, please.  It has to wiggle, and you have to be able to see the imprinted lines from the can!  I’m not sure why this is, but perhaps it’s an acknowledgment that traditions don’t necessarily have to be serious. 



My mom's cornbread in the oven


Thanksgiving, in some ways, has become for our family the simple holiday that Christmas isn’t. I have not spent a Christmas at home since, oh, 1976?  Sometimes our family would really like to try staying home for Christmas, but we consider getting together with our larger families to be important, too, and after all, we’re the ones who moved away.  Our Christmases tend to be hectic and the gifts conventional, because there are so many people to please, and so many schedules to coordinate.  But Thanksgiving is another matter.  We enjoy a few days off, without travel.  We eat what we want without having to fix thirty people’s favorite dishes or argue over whose recipe to use; C.Z. can seriously help with the cooking and we don’t feel like interlopers in someone else’s kitchen; we can relish the meaning of the holiday without alienating anyone or even getting distracted by TV; and we can enjoy some restful days off from our usual activities.  


And on the New York side, there are no Thanksgiving women’s parties to coordinate, or Thanksgiving orchestra concerts and recitals to attend like there are at Christmas.  And we don’t go shopping!  And it’s a lovely sort of winter squash and fall leaves holiday, after which we try really hard to celebrate advent, but are not always entirely successful.  I’m at peace with Christmas as a compromise between three generations that travel to Georgia yearly and try to split the time fairly, but Thanksgiving is for our little family.  


All this individualism might almost make me sound like we don’t like to be hospitable, whereas the truth is more that my husband doesn’t get much time off, and travels most of the time when he does, so that’s why we usually eat with just the three of us. To strike a balance between having a strictly family event and being hospitable, though, sometimes we invite someone over for dessert, or go to someone else’s home for dessert.  And this year, for the second time (we also once shared a first American Thanksgiving with an Australian family), we’re actually going to try sharing the whole meal with a neighbor family.  It was the wives’ idea, of course, but we’re thinking that we can make it low key enough, and that we agree on enough of the basics, so that it will be fun for all. 


So, as far as I’m concerned, there’s a lot to be thankful for in Thanksgiving.  What’s your  Thanksgiving like?



Saturday, November 15, 2008

Of birds and boom boxes


A Red-Breasted Merganser in breeding plumage.  The ones we saw still had brownish heads, but in just this kind of late-afternoon light, they looked coppery.  


On a lark (as it were), C.Z. and I decided this week to take an afternoon off to visit Jamaica Bay Wildlife Refuge.  

Part of the fun of this trip is the juxtaposition of the most urban of environments (the A train) with saltmarsh waterfowl.  The ride through Manhattan, Brooklyn and Queens takes between an hour and a half and two hours, depending on how long you have to wait for a Far Rockaway A train. The A subway line is the longest in New York City, and possibly the dirtiest, because it has some of the oldest trains in the system.  

When we got to the train platform to wait, we noticed right away that there was a subway musician performing.  She didn't look particularly noticeable--black-leather jacket, T-shirt, bandana, middle-aged--but she definitely sounded noticeable.  She carried the entire platform with the force of her voice as she sang a variety of blues-y and soul tunes. Most I didn't know, but I recognized at least one as Aretha Franklin. Most subway musicians get ignored, but not this one.  People were smiling, doing little dance steps, nodding heads to the music, and clapping at the end of each song.  The way she talked between the songs kept people interested, too.  I thought at first that the only accompaniment she had was a boom box, but C.Z. told me that there was a man playing a keyboard too (I couldn't see because of a sign). The fact that she looked so ordinary made her stage presence all the more striking.  And the city is full of buskers like this, none of them famous, but some with remarkable talent nonetheless, and all with a certain amount of grit.

The A train came, as usual bearing signs for both Far Rockaway and Lefferts. Not knowing which it really was, but seeing more Rockaways than Leffertses, we got on, only to hear an announcement after the doors closed that we had chosen the wrong A after all.  No matter. We got off at the next stop and waited for the real thing.  

Once on the Rockaway, we settled in for the ride.  C.Z. had her iPod filled with music theory lectures she had gotten for her birthday, and she offered me an earplug.  We listened to Robert Greenberg explain duple and triple meter as the train clacked along under the East River to Brooklyn.  I'm not thrilled with the iPod phenomenon, and we have some pretty strict rules about not using it to avoid social contact, but let's face it, the iPod is a fixture of the rail commute. There are some excellent reasons not to start a cocktail social hour on a New York City subway, and we only talk to other riders on rare occasions. Professor Greenberg had just launched into a Brandenburg Concerto when several teenage boys with typical street clothes entered the train and started yelling something.  I did my best imitation of a jaded subway rider who's seen everything already and is only interested in what's on my iPod, while at the same time listening with my free ear and watching out of the corner of my eye, just in case I need to take action.  (I've only decided that I really needed to once in ten years, thankfully.)  Sometimes there's a fight, or a crazy person yelling threatening things, but usually you can ignore it.

Soon loud dance music in the unplugged ear began to clash with Bach in the iPod ear.  Another boom box (or whatever you call them now). And...breakdancing! Oh, yeah, I had seen this before, on the same train. The oldest boys were probably almost adults, but the youngest was about seven.  They were amazing--really.   I suddenly had the urge to laugh.  If only they knew what we were listening to!  We are such squares, but we are perfectly happy in our squareness.  C.Z. and I looked at each other, grinned, and mouthed, "Duple meter!"  

The boys left, and soon the train surfaced into lovely afternoon sunlight.  We listened to examples of pop songs from the 1890s, all results of the waltz (triple meter) craze of the late 19th Century.  "Take Me Out to the Ballgame," is obviously one, and "The Sidewalks of New York" was appropriate enough for our ride, if a bit old-fashioned, but did you know that "Rockabye Baby" was only written in 1896 (I may have that off by a year or two), and did you know that "Happy Birthday," written at about the same time by two women in Kentucky, was a waltz?  Funny how I've never even really considered where some of the most iconic songs of childhood come from.  But I guess they were still new in our grandmothers' times.  

As we floated over the bay to (meterless) Gregorian chant, I felt that my musical transformation from urban grit to the solitude and peace of nature was complete.  Since it was already afternoon and the sun sets early in November, we actually had less time for our visit than it took for our total commute, but we enjoyed it immensely.  The weather was still warm enough not to feel raw even in the wind, and the late-afternoon sun warmed the long autumn saltgrass to gold and burnished the brownish feathers of the migrating waterfowl to a coppery red. C.Z. noted that the iridescent pink and purple clouds were stretched out flat and turned down at the corners as though they were painted on a cove ceiling.  I joked that she would notice that, because she had spent more time looking at Museum of Natural History dioramas than real open skies, but we both knew that I was only joking, because this very afternoon was one of many occasions when we had taken a fair amount of trouble to make sure we saw the real thing now and then. We walked out to the end of the terrapin trail, now past nesting season and open, where we sat watching hundreds of brant geese silhouetted, felt-like, in sparkling sunlight on water.  To the other side, in the distance, we could see the skyline of Manhattan, and especially the Empire State Building, hazily reflecting the setting sun and looking much more like the Emerald City in a field of poppies than our very concrete, utterly real home.  

C.Z. left with three new birds for her burgeoning Cornell eBird list, and more importantly, we had that prized feeling of having been somewhere else.  That's important when you live on an island, without a car.  We shared the last two pieces of chocolate birthday cake on the walk back to the train.  Back over the water, now bright red, back underground, and back through Brooklyn and Manhattan, picking up more and more commuters until the train was packed.  Before it got too crowded to move, I read Gladys Taber's Stillmeadow Daybook, of all things. She used to live in my neighborhood. Reading Gladys Taber, on a crowded A train, after an short urban jaunt, made me feel that in every circumstance, there are pockets of air, room for family, and chances for joy.  

The Red-breasted Mergansers we saw were not fully molted yet, so they looked more like this than they looked like the one above.  C.Z. says they look like they're always having a bad hair day.

An American Wigeon.  We've seen these before, but they're still a treat.

 Northern Pintails!  Ours didn't have fully extended tails yet, but the neck pattern was unmistakeable.  

And Black Brant.  You'd think we'd have seen Brant before, but we just hadn't.  Last time we came in winter, it was all Snow Geese.  The Refuge can have very different kinds of birds, depending on the time of year.  

All images from Wikipedia Commons.

New book by Marilynne Robinson


Just read about Marilynne Robinson's new book Home in The New Criterion's Fiction Chronicle. (It's in the middle of the linked page. If you have a hard time finding the review, go to the bottom of the page and click "Go back to the text.")  It's a sequel of sorts to Gilead, and The New Criterion's review makes it sound well worth the read.  There are more links to reviews available on Wikipedia.  

Just wanted Robinson fans to know that it was out there.  Then again, I'm not newsy, so perhaps I'm the last to know!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Prokofiev's Romeo and Juliet

Stuart Davis (American, 1892–1964) Report from Rockport, 1940
Oil on canvas; H. 24, W. 30 in. (61 x 76.2 cm)
Edith and Milton Lowenthal Collection, Bequest of Edith Abrahamson Lowenthal, 1991 (1992.24.1) ©Estate of Stuart Davis/Licensed by VAGA, New York, NY

Used with permission of the Metropolitan Museum of Art.  Click link for more information.


"With my wife to the King's House to see The Virgin Martyr; and it is mighty pleasant...But that which did please me beyond anything in the whole world was the wind musick when the angel comes down, which is so sweet that it ravished me and indeed, in a word, did wrap up my soul so that it made me really sick, just as I have formerly been when in love with my wife...and makes me resolve to practice wind musick and to make my wife do the like. (27 February 1668)"

--Pepys's Diary, as quote by C.S. Lewis in "Transposition"

Like Pepys, I am moved by music to try to figure out how it works, and that's why I'm writing this. But I always smile when I read that Pepys made his wife practice, too.  So if you get sleepy at the thought of orchestra music, you may move on now, with my blessings.  And if you do read my tentative notes, keep in mind that I am a very, very amateur music listener, so you'll have to bear with my butchering of technical terms, and even outright errors. 

On Monday night Bob, C.Z. and I went to hear the Kirov orchestra play Prokofiev's Romeo and Juliet, with Valery Gergiev conducting.  The Kirov is the original company for which the score was written in the late 1930s.  Prokofiev wrote Romeo and Juliet as a ballet with a happy ending, but he had to revise his original work for fear of Soviet reprisal during the Stalin era.  Supposedly he disliked the revised version (I think he said, "Dead people don't dance."), but since it's all I know, I'm pleased enough with it.  In fact, it's one of my favorite pieces of music ever.  My only caveat is that by comparison to the bold drama of Mercutio's death at the end of Act II, the music does almost fade away at the end of the two-and-a-half hours of orchestration.  

Prokofiev is a decidedly modern composer, and his music contains what I would call half-dissonances.  That is, the notes do unexpected things that are not at all melodious in the classical sense (as in Mozart), but they are still very pleasant to listen to.  I would compare his music to Cezanne's early Cubism, or to Matisse's and Stuart Davis' "collage" paintings, even though I know those are based on jazz and Prokofiev is not jazz.   

Like a jazz musician, though, Prokofiev does use a lot of brass.  I don't usually care for brass in an orchestra.  If the musicians aren't very skilled, it sounds dreadful, unintentionally off key from the rest of the orchestra, like some understudy actor who can't create the illusion of reality and ends up sticking out like a sore thumb.  Also, brass reminds me of military music and marching bands at football games, which just aren't my favorites.  (My apologies if you were in a marching band and loved it.)  But brass by Prokofiev, played well, is another matter.  By the end of the second act, I wanted to cheer the trumpet soloist and throw roses.  There was something heroic about his efforts, something clear, melodious and brave, like a voice that calls out above the din and says, "This way!  Rally for the cause of good!"  (Not that Prokofiev was necessarily thinking that when he wrote the music, of course.  I dramatize easily, too easily perhaps.)

Prokofiev also makes interesting use of his clarinets, as in the "Dance of the Mandolins" when two clarinets play a dissonant arpeggio that climbs and winds all through and around the sometimes-inverted waltzing trumpet notes, which in turn dance to a different tune than the strumming mandolins (which are really the first violins), which are eventually joined by an off-beat bass and cello pizzicato.  It comes out sounding very much like a folk dance should look, like colorful costumes weaving in and out, almost looking chaotic at times, but somehow getting back to where they started.  The clarinet is almost like a Maypole ribbon.  I was thinking about this while writing, and suddenly realized, "Oh, duh!  That's because it's a ballet!"  But I leave it in because it represents a discovery on my part, however naive.

The cellos look like they're having the most fun in the whole string section.  They have to play so athletically that they sway.  There's something clicky and sputtery that they do in "Mercutio" that I've been wondering about for years, and during the performance I saw them hitting their bows against the strings to make this sound.  C.Z. called it col legno.  (The link, unfortunately, omits the effect I am talking about.)

The whole score is full of admirable solos:  Solos for trumpet, for clarinet, for the flute, and for the violinist concertmaster (of course), but also for tenor saxophone, for viola, and for second violins.   And there are short parts for two and three of an instrument scattered all throughout.  Who knew that gruff trombones could add so much to an orchestra?  Or a lone tuba?

All this bold instrumentation is why two-and-a-half hours of a ballet score with no dancing was not the least bit sleep-inducing to me.  It helps to know the plot, of course, but this Romeo and Juliet is not smarmy, overwrought Romantic drama that limits the melody to first violins, at fever pitch.  This music has texture!  It makes me want to dance!  (If I could still dance.)  I wonder if I'll ever see it performed live again.  I wonder if I'll ever, ever see the ballet...**

Henri Matisse (French, 1869–1954)
Oil on canvas; H. 75-1/2, W. 45-3/8 in. (191.8 x 115.3 cm)
Bequest of Scofield Thayer, 1982 (1984.433.16)
©1999 Succession H. Matisse, Paris/Artists Rights Society (ARS), New York
Used with permission of the Metropolitan Museum of Art, click link for more information.

*The link is to a recording by the Kirov, but unfortunately it has no clips, so the ones in this post are from the Maazel recording. 

**I learned while writing this post that there actually is a ballet, based on the original score, by Mark Morris, to be performed at Lincoln Center next May.  I listened to an interview, however, and Morris was so giggly about transgendered roles that I'm not quite sure I'm up to it. We'll see.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Checking in

Lately it's been quiet here because I've been thinking through some things that take all my energy and don't translate well into blogging. But it's time for a little Monday morning "hello," I think.

Yesterday was my 45th birthday.  I told C.Z. that I felt like an angle, very half-way to ninety. She pointed out that since time seems to pass faster as you get older, it's really more like I'm 2/3 of the way there. That's my dear, honest child!  

(And thanks, Marie, for the greetings!)

Since it was my birthday, I could make whatever cake I wanted, and I had a plethora of beets in the refrigerator, C.Z. and I made the beet chocolate cake from Simply in Season.  (I don't own this cookbook yet, but it's on my list of ones to get once I've made good use of what I have.)  C.Z. gets credit for making most of the cake, because relatives kept calling with birthday greetings and I kept going off to the bedroom to talk.  Bob was skeptical of any cake made of beets, but in the end it got a thumbs up.  C.Z. said it smelled like marionberry* muffins while it cooked.  But we made chocolate icing instead of the chocolate chips and nuts the recipe recommends.  I know my family's limits, and while they'll tolerate a cake with beets in it, they want their icing!


Our beet chocolate cake.  Our family of three didn't make much of a dent in it last night, but I'm sure we will eventually!

Bob and I went out to Spiga (see list to the right), because we really needed some time to talk, and it wasn't until we got back at 9:30 that we lit the cake and sang.  I guess because it was late and my sister-in-law happened to call, Bob and C.Z. sang while she was on the speakerphone.  C.Z. played violin and Bob sang solo.  Bob sang like Frankenstein, on purpose.  We were all standing in our tiny kitchen (except for my sister-in-law in Georgia, of course).  In retrospect, it probably would have looked pretty strange to any outside party, but there weren't any, so it didn't matter!  

Tonight we are going to hear the Kirov Orchestra play Prokofiev's Romeo and Juliet, in its entirety, I hope.  This has been one of my favorite pieces of music ever since I picked a tape of it out of a bargain bin twenty-four years ago in Milan.  Although it was composed in Russia in the 1930s, I used to imagine the young Romanov girls going to hear it at the ballet, I think because it conveyed to my mind a sense of something gone dreadfully awry, and that made for effective foreshadowing in my theatrical mind.  I love every mood that weaves in and out of the whole two hours or so of music, but my absolute favorite theme has to be the Knights' Dance.

C.Z. has been playing excerpts from Romeo and Juliet this morning from a huge conductor's score that her teacher loaned her for the semester.  She's liked this music for a long time, too. One day not long after we moved to this apartment, I heard something unusual as I was drying my hair, turned off the hair dryer, and found her in the bathroom with me, sitting on the toilet (lid down, thankfully!), playing long, dissonant passages by ear on her violin.  

On Saturday, we also went to hear this young man play Liszt at C.Z.'s music school. (Sorry, Susan, it's a video link, but at least you can read the bio.)  I played just a little baby Liszt at one time, so when I watched the pianist's hands I got some idea of the difficulty.  He was stunning, and played with seemingly effortless feeling--at fourteen. 

And now I've sat here too long and it's time to help C.Z. with some schoolwork, so off I go.   It's still lovely fall here, and there are still some leaves.  The trees outside my window are very considerate to turn color in stages.  My favorite one has lost its leaves already, but there's still this one just starting to change.

Happy Monday!



*Marionberries are a kind of blueberry from Oregon, and, contrary to my husband's initial suspicion, have nothing to do with the former mayor of Washington, D.C.